MUNGKINKAH....

mungkinkah.....

hati yang terusik

kenapa yea hati wanita nie cepat benar terusik....klu ada orang which is a guy, hari2 tanya kabar kita, keadaan kita, call us dear, sayang, ok actually it's more than that....mestilah terusik kan? yea, saya dlm keadaan sebegitu sebenarnya walaupun saya tahu itu adalah meaningless bagi dia!!!! tp penatnya klu sebenarnya walaupun kita ada harapan nak bawa hubungan tue one step ahead tp belum tentu ia permulaan kpd sesebuah relationship yg lebih teguhkan? saya penat begitu namun apakan daya saya menolak takdir....saya tak rasa saya nie terdesak untuk mencari pakwe tp all of my friends keep pushing me to have someone call pakwe in my life...siap bukak fb lagi nk kenalkan kawan dia nie pada kekawan dia yg lain...aduhai kawan...udah tahu kawanmu ini mencari yg satu negeri (supaya sng blk raya hahah) namun masih ingin kenalkan dgn mamat yg datang nun jauh di selatan...saya hargai semua itu wahai kawanku...terima kasih di atas keprihatinan kalian....buat si dia, tolong jangan di usik hati saya lagi, hati saya ni rapuh...

MINGGU MALAS SEDUNIA....

Minggu nie adalah minggu malas sedunia untuk aku...malas nak masak, malas nk g klas, malahan malas nk wat assignment...ADUH!!!!
P0ning k0pal0 eh...so memandangkan ari nie masih lg dalam mood minggu malas sedunia breakfast pun wat bubur je hakhakhak....




Nie aku copy je dari tenet...bubur den buek xdO la secantik ini tp aku tengok housemate aku ekin yang juga dlm mood minggu malas sedunia makan sOdap je... kitorg makan bodoh macamtue sbb nak buat sambal kicap pun MALAS hahahah...

HEARTLESS!!!!!

the first time listened to this song by KRIS ALLEN...wah best giler dia nyanyi even pun Randy cakap dia nyanyi lagi best dari Kenya West....Kris pun cute gak kan? *wink2*.....so saje nak share it.. actually nak upload video time Kris nyanyi before final AI8 tue tapi network lembab cam siput so letak lirik jelah *sigh*

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so cold?
As the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me though

I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me

And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

How could be so Dr. Evil?
You're bringin' out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we wasn't goin' speak so
Why we up 3 a.m. on the phone?

Why does she be so mad at me for?
Homie, I don't know, she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go

You run and tell your friends that you're leavin' me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

Talkin', talkin', talkin' talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you

So I got somethin' new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies

I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

Debab tersayang...

Hahaha...entri sy tulis kerana terbaca kisah rizalman pasal anak dia Umar....lucu bace citer anak dia...tapi saya nk citer pasal adik saya Shazril a.k.a. Adik Kecik.

Time kecik2 dlu panggil DEBAB sbb sangat debab. Lahir2 je dh 4 kilo!!! Tangan jgn ckp la berketak2 hahaha siap doc s0h diet. Agak2 la doc pun bdk baru 2 thn s0h diet kan? skang dh kurus la byk main... Umur baru 5 thn...baru masuk tadika tp advance terlebih...dh msuk tadika saya tanya dia (bace dlm bahasa TRG yer)..

saya:adik, kak sekoloh belajor mende?

adik: m0k....(mak kat dapur time ni) adik belajor mende ari nie hah?

mak: adik kang belajor iqr0'..

adik: hoh, kak long adik belajor iqr0' td..

next scene...

kami berempat (saya, angah, aqlan, adik) tdo himpit kat dlm bilik kitorg mlm tue...biasa klu mlm last kitorg blk kg kitorg angkut adik2 tdo skali...dh puas nyanyi lagu bukan superman...tibe2

saya : adik, kak sekoloh belajor dok lagi bace doa tido...

adik : belajor doh!!! (confident giler nie)

dlm ati saya ngan angah dh bangga la nie...

saya : doh meh ar kite tido, ce adik bace doa tido...

adik : bismillahirahmanirahim....

kitorg dh siap tdh tangan nk bace doa nie...

adik : Allahummabarikhlanafimarozakhtanawakinaazabannar...

tepuk dahi kitorg sambil tergolek2 ketawa dlm bilik tue...

tibe2.....mak : Astaghfirullahalazim....dh2 tdo semua..

Then, baru2 nie saya blk tertgk la kuku tangan dia penuh BERINAI. Ok..... then saya tilik la pulak tangan abg nya Aqlan a.k.a Adik Bes0r..

Aik??? x de kaler merah lak kt jari tue...so kami ni jd la Detective Conan jap...

saya : adik, bile berinai kuku nie...
adik : maring dulu (mean kelmarin la)

saya : sape tepek (letak) inai ni?

adik : mok ar...

saya : doh bakpe berinai nie...

adik : doh adik tengok kak ngaji adik seme berinai...adik berinai ar gok..

Ok....camni citernya...one day dia balik umah smbl bawak daun inai and cari lesung batu...mak saya tanya la nk buat pe kan? semangat nie..."berinai la"..sebab kat tempat dia mengaji budak2 ada yg pki inai...bukan setakat 5 jari tapi penuh kuku 10 jari dia tue...tp comel sgt hehehe... aduh penat layan diorg tpmost of the time rumah kitorg happening sbb diorg la...Ok, umah kitorg time mlm mcm hingar pasar malam!!!!

REUNION SMAM 98-02

Dah lama tak jumpe kawan2 SMAM (Sek. Men. Agama Marang), yup! saya pernah bersekolah di sekolah agama..(kenapa? x percaya? hehehe) pelawaan untuk menyertai reunion tidak saya lepaskan...even saya bersekolah di SMAM hanya 3 thn namun byk kenangan manis di sana...
Disana saya bertemu my 1st ex-bf!! sape ckp sekolah agama x lh ada pakwe hehehe... disana saya mula belajar berdikari yelah duk hostel..huh..hostel! peritnya tahun pertama di hostel yelah x pernah dk jauh dh la masa tue baru 13!!!!! saper2 1st duk jauh dr family mesti ckp camtu...

Ok...back to our reunion...bertempat di Pantai Pandak, Chendering. Cam segan gak sebenarnya yelah saya je student..masing2 bila ckp saya still student semua ckp 'oooohhh' tp bila ckp master semua 'wahhhh'.....wah lucu bangat!!!hahahah


Pantai Pandak

So, kitorg yg dlm 20++ org nie, gather2-lepak2-gossiping-makan2... until the most scarier thing happen...yup!!! a woman almost drown namun diatas keprihatian penduduk setempat dan kami (yang call polis+bomba+ambulance, siap panggil TLDM) wanita tersebut dapat diselamatkan. Buat pengetahuan semua Pantai Pandak pada minggu sebelum itu baru sahaja menyebabkan seorang ibu kehilangan anak lelakinya..YUP!! walaupun pantai tersebt cantik namun merbahaya terutama pada bulan 2,3,4...ombak besar dan bergulung!!

Usaha menyelamat

Sempat lagi posing =))

Apapun, this is the first event of our reunion...lots of hangout will be held soon...InsyaAllah...


kami \(^_^)/

Burhanuddin Al-Helmy (Part 2)

Ini adalah Burhanuddin Al-Helmy versi saya...

Kalau sebelum ini saya menggilai Edward Cullen (Twilight), kerana bagi saya Edward adalah SUPER COOL namun dia merubah segalanya.....Nyata perjalanan saya sangat berbaloi pada hari itu walaupun terpaksa bersesak seperti sardin di dalam komuter, Alhamdulillah apa yang saya dapat lebih dari itu...Burhanuddin Al-Helmy @ Ustaz Din adalah watak yang saya temui dalam karya terbaru Noor Suraya di dalam novel beliau Jaja & Din...

Keterujaan saya pada Din ini adalah kerana tulusnya beliau menerima Cik Faiza @ Jaja, anak kepada pasangan doktor pakar di Aloq Staq sebagai suri hidupnya. Walaupun tiada perkenalan, hanya lambaian dan air mata seorang gadis berbaju merah cabai dan seluar steng pada pagi itu di Hentian Duta meresahkan hati kecilnya, namun lamaran dari keluarga Jaja membuatkan dia terkejut. Rupa2 nya lambaian air mata it untuk DIA!!!Jaja yang bekerja sebagai media planner pula hanya menyedari hatinya telah bertanda hanya dengan sekeping gambar. Gambar seorang Ustaz berteleku di pusara, telah dipilih oleh Jaja untuk kawan sedari kecil lagi Mie untuk iklan raya......

Bermula lah pencarian Jaja....

Cinta pandang pertamakah ini...

Sekiranya tiba-tiba anda bertemu dengan lelaki yang membuat jantung anda berlari setara dengan kelajuan jet Sukhoi buatan Rusia, dan mata anda pula tak bisa berpaling daripada dia biarpun sedetik, lalu apa tindakan anda?

=A= katakan: lupakan sahaja itu hanya logamaya

=B= rahsiakan perasaan anda dalam diari merah jambu

=C= kenal pasti siapa dia, dan suruh ayah ibu meminang dia

=D= segera periksa jantung, mata dan tekanan darah, ke doktor pakar

Jaja telah memilih =C= sebagai jawapan

cinta telah membuat aku tidak lut lagi dengan segala ‘peraturan hati’ yang selama ini aku junjung!

Implikasinya:

Abah dan uminya rasa

[♪¿∫∞Ωπ䮉¾]

Alahai, anak abah ni, awat la sampai jadi lagu tu!

Mama nak sorok muka ni kat mana, Jaja?

Inilah cerita Jaja yang meminang ustaz Sastera Arab lulusan Universiti al-Azhar sebagai suami. Tegarkah Jaja seorang media planner memilih hidup ala-ala ‘zuhud’ macam Din nanti?

rupa-rupanya cinta telah membawa hatiku terbuai-buai ke sana ke sini tanpa perlu berhenti di mana-mana ‘lampu isyarat’...

Burhanuddin Al-Helmy (Part 1)

Nie saya copy bulat2 dari blogger ikhwanhafiz.blogspot.com

Chapter 1

A Brief Background of
Dr. Burhanuddin al-Helmy

Dr. Burhanuddin real name is Burhanuddin bin Haji Muhammad Nor. He was born in Changkat Tualang, Kota Bharu, Perak on the 29th August 1911. Some scholars said that he was born on 26th November 1911 (Ramlah Adam 1999: 124). His father, Haji Muhammad Noor worked as a farmer and was a very pious man. It is reported that Haji Muhammad Noor lineage was from a royal family of Sumatra. He was also a student to a prominent religious leader in Makkah and Sheikh Mohammad Khatib Minangkabau (M. Fuzi Omar 2005: 290). Dr. Burhanuddin received the title of ‘al-Helmy’ which means a person who is gentle, tranquil and never angry because of his late father was referred also as ‘Abi Halim’ by his friends due to his kindness, softhearted and calm person. Apart from the title of ‘al-Helmy’, Dr. Burhanuddin was also referred as ‘Pak Doktor’ by many people due to his profession as a homeopathy doctor. Dr. Burhanuddin mother’s name was Sharifah Zahrah binti Habib Osman. She was from a mixed parentage of Malay-Indian Muslim and she was also regarded highly in her society.

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His parents played an important role in shaping the mind Dr. Burhanuddin in the early stage of his life. He was brought up in an Islamic ambiance by his own parents, since his father was a very pious man. He received his formal education in Sekolah Melayu Behrang Ulu, Sekolah Melayu Bakap until standard three and then moved to Sekolah Melayu Kota Bahru. He realized his true potential and tendency to learn religious knowledge compared to other knowledge. After he finished his Malay School education, in 1924, he was sent to Sungai Jambu, Sumatra to learn Islamic knowledge. It should be noted here that in 1924, while he was at the age of thirteen years old, he made his first contact and learned with several religious Kaum Muda (Reformist group). He was indeed had been touched and influenced by the movement of Kaum Muda and later on, shaped his thought and action. He explained this when he said:

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“When I was learning in Indonesia, I was able to learn the Dutch language and my religious teachers were those of Youth Faction who had the progressive understanding of Islam. From then, my thought was formed after receiving the modern explanation and approach.” (Burhanuddin 1949:37)

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After he completed his studies in Sumatra for two years and master the Dutch language, he went back to Tanah Melayu to futher his study in Sekolah Pondok located at Pulau Pisang, Jitra, Kedah. He didn’t stay long in the Sekolah Pondok because he felt that the teaching methodology of Sekolah Pondok didn’t suit his style and he was uncomfortable with it. Immediately his father transferred him to Madrasah al- Mashor al-Islamiah, Pulau Pinang in 1927. He was only sixteen years old when he was admitted to Madrasah al-Mashor in 1927. At this period of time, he was able to master Arabic language within a short period of time.

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In 1928, he went to India to further his studies and to gain experience by doing expedition. Dr. Burhanuddin was exposed to the Independence movement made by Mahatma Gandhi and other prominent individuals like Pandit Nehru, Mohd Ali Jinnah and many others while his staying in India. It can be said that the exposure he experienced in India, had made him aware and realized the importance of independence when he came back to Tanah Melayu. He obtained a degree in homeopathy at Ismaeliah Medical College, New Delhi. His passion of knowledge is very fascinating. He was able to master some languages like English, German, Dutch and French while he was studying in India. Apart from that, he also learned about psychology of teaching, metaphysics, spiritual knowledge, philosophy and comparative religion (M. Fuzi Omar 2005: 291). It is also reported that he did his Ph.D dissertation in Aligarh Muslim University and after completed his studies, he traveled to Middle East Countries and came back to Tanah Melayu in 1935 (he was only twenty four years old).

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In his return to Tanah Melayu, he taught Arabic at Al-Junid Arabic School in Singapore and during this period, he was also an editor to a magazine called Taman Bahagia. Within just one and half an hour of the first publication, he was jailed for a period of six months. The British regime in Tanah Melayu felt that his writing could initiate some unwanted behavior among the Malays during those times. After he had been released, in 1939, Dr. Burhanuddin and with a help of Dr. Rajah, opened homeopathic clinics in Singapore and Johor Bharu but lasted only in 1942.

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Dr. Burhanuddin was also active in Jam’iyyah al-Islamiyyah Singapore, as its Secretary. In 1937, he represented his organization in a debate with the traditional ulema at Sri Cemerlang Palace, Kelantan. The issue that was to debate was about dog saliva. He went to Kelantan with Haji Abbas Mohd Taha who was the Grand Judge of Singapore (Kamaruddin Jaafar 2000: 17).

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It should be noted that during the Japanese occupation in Tanah Melayu, Dr. Burhanuddin was appointed as an advisor of the Malay Custom and Culture by the Japanese. Because of his high position, he used his authority to protect and assist a well-known Islamic religious school, which can be considered important in the development of history of Tanah Melayu (Malaysia) which is Ma’ahad al-Ehya as-Sharif, Gunung Semanggol Perak. Regarding to this religious school, Dato’ Onn Jaafar, as the President of UMNO always referred Ma’ahad al-Ehya as-Sharif as a threat (danger) from the mountain (Ramlah Adam 2004: 323)

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Chapter 2

The Role of Islamic Values in His Political Activism, Thoughts and Writings

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In one of the research made by Professor W.R. Roff, he focused three elitist groups that tried to initiate nationalism sentiment. One of the groups is the Islamic reformist (Arab educated), radical intellectual (Malay educated) and the Malay administrators (English educated) whereby the majority of this group is from Malay aristocrats and Royal family (W.R. Roff 1975: 268). Roff argued that the system of education produced the three types of elitist group But in the case of Dr. Burhanuddin, it is hard for us to identified to which group he belongs too. This is because of his attitudes and political participation which involved two major streams of Malay nationalism which are Islam and so called ‘leftist’.

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Dr. Burhanuddin joined Kesatuan Melayu Muda (KMM) in 1939. He was introduced by Mustapha Hussain but he did not participated very actively in this organization. According to Ramlah Adam, the main reason why the young Malays established KMM is because of their high political awareness (Ramlah Adam 2004: 3). But in 1940, many of KMM leaders were under arrest by the British regime like Ibrahim Haji Yaacob, Sutan Djenain, and Ahmad Boestamam which eventually disabled the movement of KMM.

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During the Japanese Occupation in Tanah Melayu, he was appointed as the ‘Advisor on Malay Custom and Culture’ which was located in Taiping, Perak. This position of him can be considered the highest ranking officer for Malays. The interesting part is that, he managed to organized two Islamic congress during the Japanese Occupation and prepared whatever it may seem necessary for independence of Tanah Melayu. He was also able to protect and assist Ma’ahad al-Ehya as-Sharif, Gunung Semanggol Perak from any harm made by the Japanese soldiers.

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Kesatuan Rakyat Indonesia Semenanjung (KRIS) was established by Onan Siradj and Ibrahim Yaacob in 1945 after the Japanese regime had abolished KMM. KRISS received its main support from the Japanese regime and give independence to KRIS.

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It can be said that Dr. Burhanuddin role in Parti Kebangsaan Melayu Malaya (PKMM) is the most interesting part in his political activism. Many members of PKMM were from KMM and supported the idea of Melayu Raya/Indonesia Raya. Apart from that, many of its leaders are associated to the communist. Even though there are some true facts about the role of communist and socialism in PKMM, but Dr. Burhanuddin was able to neutralize these elements and have strong in his idealism and action.

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Dr. Burhanuddin became Parti Islam Se-Malaya (PAS) members on 14th December 1956 and became the President of PAS on 25th December 1956. He was approached by some PAS leaders like Haji Hassan Adli and others and guarantees that the leadership of PAS will be trusted to Dr. Burhanuddin (M. Fuzi Omar 2005: 300). Under the leadership of Dr.Burhanuddin, the popularity of the party became famous and being accepted by the Malays as well. In 1956 and 1959, the seat of presidency was being contested and Zulkifli whom opposed him in the presidency post. No doubt that Dr. Burhanuddin personality, appearance and attitude had won the heart of many PAS members and thus elected him as the new President of PAS.

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Thoughts and Writings of Dr. Burhanuddin al- Helmy

When discussing about Dr. Burhanuddin al-Helmy, the theme of Islam is very apparent in his daily life. He wrote many books about politics, Tasawwuf and medicine. Compared to his counterparts in politics during his period, it is obvious that Dr. Burhanuddin wrote many books, wrote his own speeches and spread his own thoughts to the masses. Among the famous books that he wrote is Sejarah Perjuangan Kita, Falsafah Kebangsaan Melayu, Ugama dan Politik dan Ideologi Politik Islam.

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In his book (Sejarah Perjuangan Kita; published in 1946) in chapter VI, he quoted many verses from the Quran. This means that his worldview is based on Islam and he is trying as best as he could to spread the message of Islam. He emphasized a lot about faith, body, nation and territory. All of these elements are interrelated and vital to the Malays. We must get independents first in order to established Islam system of life. If we do not get independent, we do not control our country, it is useless to promote the message of Islam. He also added that politics should be compatible to Islam, and not Islam should be compatible to politics.

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In his another book entitled Falsafah Kebangsaan Melayu, he gave emphasize on the topic of “Kebangsaan Dalam Islam”. He wrote:

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“Islam memandang kebangsaan itu sebagai suatu alat bukan tujuan. Kebangsaan hendaklah mengambil tempat yang sederhana dan bulat sebagai suatu lambang yang boleh menarik dan menyatukan suatu bahagian tenaga untuk mencapai cita-cita mulia yang besar dan abadi, sebagimana Islam memandang dunia bukan tujuan tetapi hanya satu alat atau tunggangan yang menyampaikan ke akhirat”. (Burhanuddin 1954)

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It is clear that Dr. Burhanuddin viewed nationalism as not an end but as a medium to the hereafter. And even he stated that nationalism he perceived is very wide and not rigid compared to others understanding of nationalism. But in the end, Rustam A. Sani argued that nationalism movement in Tanah Melayu as a movement of ‘failed nationalism’ because it is not based on Malay itself.

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Chapter 3

Conclusion

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Dr. Burhanuddin major theme is always been Islam. In his early childhood until he holds the post of President of PAS, the political journey of his is always interesting. In his message to the masses, he gave many examples from Quran, hadith and even some historical settings which are relevant to the subject. Ahmad Boestamam in his one book also acknowledge to role of Islam in Dr. Burhanuddin thought. He never gave up easily even though he was capture, tortured, harsh criticisms and accusation, but he never gave up hope easily and perceived it as a challenge from Allah S.W.T.

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From what I could understand, he showed a good living example between Islam and politics. In every political organization he joined and even any movement, his manifestation of Islam is always noticeable. Some would say that KMM is based on true nationalism ideology but Dr. Burhanuddin joined and assist the organization. Some even labeled PKMM as communist and socialist party but when we looked deep through, I would say that it is not true. Dr. Burhanuddin role in these various organizations had a huge impact on Tanah Melayu political atmosphere be it in pre-Independence or post-Independence. Last but not least, I would like to quote few words of Dr. Burhanuddin which I found it very touching and interesting;

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Di atas robohan kota Melaka
Kita bangunkan jiwa merdeka
Bersatulah Melayu seluruh baka
Membela hak keadilan pusaka

(Kota Melaka, 1946)

ALREADY GONE

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go
Already Gone lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/English/50821-Already-Gone~Kelly-Clarkson.html

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone.

dan semester pun bermula...

bermula 28 dec 2009....
saya bergelar stdent master untuk sekalian kalinya...
aduh...belajar lagi= duit lagi. dimana yuran sem ini adalah RM1600, dh sem2 hdpn adalh rm1350.saya hampir menangguhkannya sehingga sem depan
namun dgn hanya 1 phone call, saya blh mengubah keputusan
bukan call dr ayah yg membebel bertanya knp nk defer (dia sblm nie x galakkan saya smbg)
ataupun call dr mak yg menasihati spy buat keputusan yg betul, jgn push diri dan walaupun nmpk cam selfish tp mak saya lbh suka klu saya pikirkan diri sendiri dulu...thanks mom for the advise.ia sebenarnya adalah phone call dr seorg kwn dgr ayat 'x best la klu ko x smbg...nnt clik x ckp'dan sekelip mata keputusan saya berubah...hahahahah
sekarang saya dh msk klas EIA (environmental impact assessment) 2 kali (dh ada assignment pn), di mana lecturer bagi subjek ini saya anggap agak membosankan ketika dip dahulu (time jd kanak2 riang)sekarang saya dh mula mencari tempat untuk kajian saya dan memikirkan tmpt itu agak seronok maka saya tengah memikirkan cameron.....