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14 July 2010 (10.40 am), nie tgh dlm klas Kaedah Komputer Dalam Perhutanan....since, aku nie amik scholar bwh UPM kena masuk membantu lecturer mengajar...bukan ngajar pun just assist je...so, skang ngah duk dlm lab IT fak hutan nie kat belakang skali sambil mata kejap tgk PC kejap tgk depan...lucu tau sebab nie klas budak 1st years aka 1st sem...hahaha....muke budak2...giler innocent...macam la ko x pernah alami benda nikan hahaha ...khusyuk je budak2 nie dgr lecturer mengajar, salin nota segalabagai...aku dlu jgn harap la....dh PC depan muke with fully internet access...compem tunduk muka tgk PC x hengat hahahha...bagus2...keep a good behavior adik ;p

ini entri merapu mengaban telipot haha....

hati yang 'tergelincir' pt 2

Dalam benakku lama

tertanam sejuta bayangan dirimu

Redup terasa cahaya hati

Mengingat apa yang telah engkau berikan

Waktu berjalan lambat mengiring

dalam titian takdir hidupku

Cukup sudah aku tertahan

dalam persimpangan masa silamku

Coba tuk melawan getir yang terus kukecap

Meresap ke dalam relung sukmaku

Coba tuk singkirkan aroma nafas tubuhmu

Mengalir mengisi laju darahku

Semua tak sama .. tak pernah sama

Apa yang kusentuh apa yang kukecup

Sehangat pelukmu .. selembut belaimu

Tak ada satupun yang mampu menjadi sepertimu

Apalah arti hidupku ini memapahku dalam ketiadaan

Segalanya luruh lemah tak bertumpu

Hanya bersandar pada dirimu

Ku tak bisa, sungguh tak bisa mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya

Sampai kapan kau terus bertahan

Sampai kapan kau tetap tenggelam

Sampai kapan kau mesti terlepas

Buka mata dan hatimu relakan semua

semua tak sama; padi

hati yang 'tergelincir'

The end of June and early July always make my feeling ups and downs...Ups with all the cheering, the laugh, the celebration....makes me downs and cry a lot since like 'someone' said before...MANJA...yes, i'm manja...since i'm quarter of century now..25 enough said. So, i got a lot of Qs...the sensitive Qs actually, the 1st was...tinggi ko berapa ek? ceh..xde soalan lain ke? dah sure2 aku nie pendek @ cute hahaha...the 2nd was...when you gonna to marry? hellooo...x nampak ke kat dahi aku nie tertampal, SINGLE...eja elok2...S.I.N.G.L.E, ok...after the Q&A's i still laughing out loud but the hurt...bukan terluka sangat namun soalan2 tue sensitif since melihat kawan2 lain mula menghulur kad kawen, menghulur anak2 diorg untuk di dukung...saya ketawa melawak, oh saya mahukan apa yg diorg ada sekarang...sedang usia melewati usia 25, saya mencemburui apa yang mereka ada...oh maaflah...entri nie mmg berbaur emosi terlampau...back to the tittle "hati yang 'tergelincir'".....yup! tergelincir dari landasan persahabatan....i've someone who i called my 'teman tapi mesra'...our relationship was the-most-complicated-thing happens to me...i know him since hingus di hidung... a lot of thing happens its grown up and at that time it was all the rainbows and butterflies...CANTIK!...then, so suddenly we lost all the colours, all the nice thing...we were close but yet seem so far to reach....until i dropped the bomb to called it quit and the case was closed...tightly. After 3 years, we seem to have everything settle and we start a need thing called 'KAWAN'....but it never seem to be that term...it always make one of us 'tergelincir'...if not him, it was me! Last thing i heard from him was MANJA, 6 months ago...oh i really miss him and i need a clean break with him if it is what him want but if he want to start a serious relationship with me, i'm more than happy to accept it...he is the reason why i can't have a true relationship with anyone...he is the reason why June and July makes me cry silently.....So, this entry actually about my heart yg tergelincir to him...

how pathetic i'm...

lagi 5 tahun daa ~~

Alhamdulillah...sudah 25 tahun aku yer....Mekasih banyok2 kat kawan2 dengan ucapan2 yang mencuit hati, lucu dan juga ingatan korang semua..